Goodbye Christmas, Goodbye 2007


Posted in: on Saturday, December 29, 2007 at at 11:22 AM 0 comments

what


exactly am i waiting for? my life is good at the moment. no drama. i have friends. a good job. school is less pressure. and im in good heath. why cant i {or anyone} else be comepletely and utterly content. content with themselves physically. what is our physical appearence? its what
others judge us by. cruel. very.
but we accept this......
so why am i restless?
my head is full of thoughts, memories, and ideas.
but most of all--Desires.
wants-needs.
i want to go to Art School.
i dont want to go to work.
i want a good hug from a old friend who lives far away.
i want i want i want.
im tired of wanting.
so what do i do. everyday, to clear my head , to try to make sense of this world.

simple.

photography.
i know its like a fad nowadays, and like everyone on myspace has a photograpy myspace.
buttttt, its diff for me.
i love it.
i breath it.
ineedit.
:) So, yes. everyone has their little things that make them happy.
and mine is photography.
haha, okay im done.


i have two hours to do something productive.

.Love.

Posted in: on at at 11:02 AM 1 comments

"im not going to write you a love song"

So Life is Tough.
i have photos running through my head all day...




You have five minutes to wallow in the delicious misery.

enjoy it.

embrace it.

disgard it.

& proceed.

- elizabethtown.

Posted in: on Wednesday, December 19, 2007 at at 2:29 PM 0 comments

how many days has it been?

Wow, i'm a loser.

total loser.


what has happened?

lets recap:

[sorry if this bores you]


Oct:

Julia left for Africa=(

TJ started calling me again=)

I started my job late sept early oct.

=/ its stressful, as all jobs are.

i work 20 hrs.skdjkf.


Nov:

STRESSFUL

it was a blurr.

i finally got to take a deep breath during my weeklong break for thanksgiving.that was amazing.=]


NOW:

Job still going strong.

i have no social life.

relationships/friendships have changed.

things have happened.

events took place...feelings. my feelings got hurt.

there was anger, resentment, and bitterness.

butt, i'm learning how to LET GO.


its gradual.

life is crazy.

i know that now.

i cant WAIT til this semester is overrrr.

i need to take another deep breath.

christmas is my favorrite time of year.

hands down.


my photography is stale.

my photos bore me and frustrate me.


well, i just wanted to post something for

something.

i really dont know.

i wish i had big news ...


:]

til next time.

Posted in: on Sunday, December 9, 2007 at at 1:43 PM 1 comments

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