im not good at taking risks.

"i told you to be patient
i told you to be fine
i told you to be balanced
i told you to be kind"










i am
eating.
sleeping.
praying.
goodnight.

i am listening to...

'skinny love'
- by
Bon Iver


life is changing


“It is always the simple things that change our lives.
And these things never happen when you are looking for them to happen.
Life will reveal answers at the pace life wishes to do so.
You feel like running, but life is on a stroll.
This is how God does things.”
-Donald Miller
is this for real?
am i changing?
is my heart breaking?
am i ready to trust someone to get inside?
i waiting for His timing.
because i know His timing is what is BEST for me.
its hard to see that now...
im trying.
oh Lord, protect my heart.
Guide
My
Life.

ps. 139:1

nasb;

"O LORD, you have searched me and you know me."


niv;
" LORD, You have searched me and known me."


nlv;
"O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me."

-- i love this verse.
how amazing is it that we have a God that knows us better than anyone and better than we know ourselves.
i take alot of comfort in this fact alone.
God knows.

He knows the longings of my heart.
He knows the plans He has for me.
He loves me.


I am His, and He is mine.

j'aime le weekend






God, protect my heart.

friday night


= editttting.


im in love with photography.


lets go take pictures.

2 tim 1:7



i suppose its time that i write a blog of substance and words, not just photos.

although in my opinion, photos create words and convey emotions better than i ever could with my meager words.




frankly, my faith has been tested here at college.

how so little {we} trust in the Almighty.

how so weak {we} are.

how so

much

we NEED

to depend on him.



i do feel a bit guilty and ashamed of how i havent given everything to him (*cough*relationships)

and i think that i shouldnt dwell on the fact that i have failed, and should know that our God is always

always

faithful and patient with his children.


oh how i am so thankful.




i have reached a point in my life where many things

are going to change && and

fast.

and im not going to like these change and discisions.

i hate making life desiciions. =/

i am 18 yrs old, yet feel so young and old.

and i know prolly alot of people say that.

old soul in young body, or whatever pplz say.

but the truth is that its scary.


ha, childish statement? yes it is.

and we are all still children at heart.




in this changing world, we can trust in Him and realize that He is


our




only




hope.




2 tim. 1:7 [esv]


---


"for God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control."




---

goodnight all.

anyone want to buy me a mamiya rb67?

i miss using goooood film cameras.
and i would like to know why walmart hasnt called me about my film...

hm... = ]

i miss film...


&& i miss her.
<3

my heart...


[click to enlarge]
i dont sleep, i play on paint.
haha.
; )

monday sunlight


" i just slayed that bdo exam " -- kait.


ah, STRESS LEVEL is going down, my friends...


Praise the LORD!
i can't believe Thanksgiving break is in 2 weeks....college has FLOWN by.
ive learned so much about myself and my walk with my Savior has grown.


Oh, how He is so patient.
isnt wonderful to know that He is always faithful...??



oh Our AMAZING God...


: )

painted red



love love love....
[JJ Heller]

one day....


"Love is patient"

take to me to africa


[photo by nate johnson]
[photo by lauren stonestreet]


change

things are about to get very interesting and very scary....

hello new prez...
http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/politics/2008/11/04/vo.il.obama.reaction.cnn?iref=mpvideosview


http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/politics/2008/11/04/vo.il.obama.reaction.cnn?iref=mpvideosview


In God We Trust.

i love sunday afternoons